Friday, December 4, 2009

an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind

this is probably one of the most famous quote made by Ghandi and i was so inspired by it to make a blog post..

as revengeful creatures, we human beings often try to give an eye for an eye to people when we feel being treated unfairly or when we are annoyed by their actions. after getting back at them and sucessfully spiting them, we will feel better for a short moment. but at the end of the day, the question is, has the issue really been solved? after letting them understand how it feels to be treated the way they treat us, so what? nothing is going to change and it just makes us seem petty and childish.

sometimes, the person you're angry with might not even know you are and all that effort and energy put into being angry will not be 'appreciated'. so in the end, you will end up getting more pissed and the person you are pissed with will just happily carry on with his life. so what for get so angry? afterall, what we are trying to do is to make a point to them that we are pissed.

as quoted from nat:

Why in the world would you want to hurt someone whom is dear
to you? They might
not even be around tomorrow. Nor you.

Time is
very precious. And we're
running out of it - every day, every hour, every
minute. This very second.

Some things are not worth holding on to. Anger
is one of them.
Sometimes, the person you're angry with might not even know
it. So all that
effort and energy put into being angry only puts a toll on
your body. For what?
It's too troublesome.

If you have to make a
point, and it's someone you
love, then Trust that there's enough Love for
you to put that point across, and
for them to receive it. Just be sure to do
it only when the anger has subsided.

Have you let go of your Anger
today?

I have.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

读书是为了自己,不是为了别人。谢谢你点醒我。

i need some form of discipline urgently. does anyone sells it?

Friday, November 6, 2009

all on my own..

all of a sudden i feel so lonely..
i just realised i don't have much friends..
well, it's true that it's the quality that matters, not the quantity..
but it seems like everyone is drifting away from me..
today i was so frustrated and bored with my final year project and i wanted to find someone to go out to relax..
i really need to breathe in some fresh air..
i've already been cooping up at home for the past few days..
i try to sleep early because i don't want to think too much..
but it seems like all of my best friends are not available..
i was so lonely but no one was there for me..
all of a sudden i feel that i have no one to turn to when i'm in need..

most of my friends felt that i have recently changed into a different person..
as such, they start drifting away from me..
it makes me feel so sad..
yes i agree i'm not quite myself recently..
but i thought best friends are suppose to stay and grow with you?..
i thought best friends are suppose to love you for who you are, not what you have become?..
so what if i've changed, am i still not the same person ultimately?..
sigh, so it still boil downs to the same question..
is quality really better than quantity?..
i'm so tired now..
my life is so meaningless..
crap..

when i need you, you are not there.. you don't know that's because i didn't say.. cause if i say, it will affect your mood.. and it will then in turn affects me.. i care about how you feel.. but do you care about me?..

Thursday, September 17, 2009

to hell with m1

okay, i'm finally blogging because
1) found out that blogger is working
2) damn pissed off with M1

so this was what happened...
i tried to make a call to china using my mobile phone but received a pre-recorded message that says i'm not allowed to do so and i should call customer service for more details which i dutifully did. upon checking, this kalangkabo lady said that i couldn't because i'm under 21 years old which i'm totally fine with it. so i asked her if it was possible to get my parents to be my guarantors so that i could make IDD calls and she said no. then i asked her if there is any way i can go about doing this. upon checking with her supervisor, she came up with two very stupid alternatives.

1) buy an M-card
2) wait till you are 21 then make that call

WTF?!?!??! only people from m1 are capable of giving such alternatives. what a classic 哭笑不得 example! i can forsee singtel getting my business soon..

Sunday, August 2, 2009

why?

apparently there's nothing wrong with blogger; it's just my computer. i've tried to blog using a public computer and everything is fine. geez, i must find a way to solve this problem cause i wanna blog with photos!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

原来会痛苦的才是真爱...

当我回看八天前你给我的第一个简讯
当一切都还在起步阶段...
眼泪就不禁的留下我的脸颊..
我越擦它越流..
以前的我那么坚强
为什么现在的我会变得如此情绪化?

Saturday, July 25, 2009

ion 是 chio 的 loh!

i know, ion is no longer the talk of the town. thanks to the perennially down blogger website, i had to blog this 4 days after i've went there. ion is...

OKAY, I JUST REALISE THEY HAVEN'T FULLY SOLVE THE PROBLEM AND I CAN'T POST PHOTOS. fuck. no point blogging then.

to be continued.. that is if blogger ever gonna work again..